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its funny how things pan out. plans can be changed in a milisecond over nothing. i really wish i wasn't so childish and took everything to heart. and the thing is im not with most people, just with the people that are really close to me and i can't stand to lose, and it really should be the opposite. idk man im a lost soul. im not looking foward to tomorrow at all. as if today wasnt a shitshow of a day already, walking around and not seeing my boyfriend on my only full day off was FUCKING AWESOME. but tomorrow i have an event at my beauty bitch job where i have to act fact to people and lie to them to buy a product. they pulled me aside one day and actually told me nicely that i needed to have "a better appearance" at work cause i needed to give off the persona of being beautiful and know everything about beauty. FUCK OFF. im beautiful all the time negro. hes not black. but i have that until 5 then have to put random crap away for 2 hours then go to some bikini contest with my boyfriend whos going to be drooling over other girls. i told him i didnt care if he went but i was not going. why would he even ask me to fucking go to something like that. go with one of your dudes holy fuck. then i have a dressy thing to go to on saturday which is going to be BANGIN. im cap locking a lot of shit in this cause i can. i hate when people dont answer my texts and i know there not doing anything. its like a slap in the face. i really should be cleaning my room or doing something productive or along those lines but im here writing this random ass entry. blah blah blah. i got my vegeterian kit from peta today! even though someone told me petas a joke i dont believe it.i cant wait to live on my own so i can go food shopping and but everything organic and animal friendly. milk and eggs are actually bad for you. your not supposed to drink another species milk btdubs. the daily show with Jon Stewart is so fucking funny but informative at the same time. i love it. Stephen Colbert a lot better though. mmmm. i bought these organic bars tonight and they are absolutely fucking delicious. RANDOMNESS. im going to finish my hair so i look "presentable" for work tomorrow. the price of being a beauty bitch.

peace&love - Daisyana :)